Time out with all the cursing, hatred, and disappointments. It is a new day (or week) after all. Let’s just all move on and be happy with life. Not! Lol. Though being happy all the time serves as a tool for bringing in good karma, when life brings you down or throws you shit, you totally become human. Don’t pretend that you are okay when deep inside you’re not. Don’t smile if you want to cry or shout. There is nothing wrong with being human. You get hurt, you fall, you cry, you get mad. Once in a while, act like one ordinary human being. It won’t kill you if you do. What might wear your whole system out is the fact that you still try to bury all those emotions inside of you. That could kill you.
I love being happy - smiling without any reason, ignoring all the problems, always having my plain-old-game face. This is who I am. But every now and then, as much as I want to keep it inside and just be happy, I can’t. I’m not a robot. This is not something you could just fix with one short trip to a mechanic. This is life. So I have learned to cope with it. I have learned how to open up my feelings. I don’t want to die young. I still want to be able to live all my dreams. To have a home, to get married to the girl I love, to watch my kids run around the house. I am going to live my dream. From this day forward, I swear, I will.
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