Barely breathing

Everytime i get into a new relationship, there's always something about my past that screws everything up.

People say you could love two persons at the same time but not on the same weight. True right? But i never was in that kind of situation. Not ever.

Whenever i commit myself to someone, i make sure that she's the only one i love. Whatever it is that my past and i shared remains a memory to me. No matter how painful it is.

I leave everything behind.

I keep the memories.

I focus on what i have now. The "present" time.

But there always comes a point wherein all those past relationships are haunting me back. Then slowly, things fall apart.

I'm not gonna let my past ruin my life.

That's why they call it "the past" because its over.

And mine is definitely OVER. No turning back.

I do treasure every memory i have with the people i love or loved.

Its something i cant erase. its a part of me -- of who i am today.

But if i tell you I LOVE YOU, believe me its true.

I've learned a lot of things from my past relationships.

One thing i know, you're someone not worth losing babe.

I may not know how to fully express my love for you, but i am certainly sure that my heart belongs to you -- only you.